Live your life to the fullest by touching the life of others=)

PROFILE

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Tan Yu Ren A.K.A FUJI A.K.A Xiao Ren A.K.A Raymond Adrian Tan Yu Dren
19
31/3/90

MOTTO: LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY TOUCHING THE LIFE OF OTHERS =)

Maha Bodhi School 1I,2B,3B,4B,5G,6G
Manjusri Secondary School 1I,2I,3I,4I
Temasek Polytechnic
Law and Management
1L03
2L03
3L03
Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra
Manjusri Chinese Orchestra

WISHLIST

NO birthday celebration every year

DRIVE

New dizi

world peace

friends to be happy

less performance

a brain

shoe

Money

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

its a monday!!!!..haha..i dont think i enjoyed much today..woke up at 11??..lol..lazy ma..then go sch meet orchestra and go for their SYF sound test..got 3 sch,sengkang,mayflower and mjr..i must say mayflower confirm get silver one.but our sch??..hmmm..COP bax..nvm..dont say le..after tt go makan with yang,xmei,jiaqi,chaoyuan,kaiwen and hangqi..then go take bus to alex house cos they play majong..very late le..only stay there for 1+ hour..tts all..the walk home..tml morning still need to go sch leh..sian..haiz..

nowadays always feel so lousy...i dono y..i think i must stay at home and think abt it..also have short tempered..i have a lot of things to say..but i dono wad am i going to say..weird rite??..haiz..im thinking of closing myself at home for few days and think..lol..just like ken..and amazingly he actually thought of it..chEerS to u!!..hmmm..im not a perfect person,im not always rite,im not a good listener..i feel tt my life is soooo boring..nth much to say abt my life..u all may see me as a lively person..but it appeared to be not..=)..im just crazy...I NEED HELP!!!..who can help to to get out of my life?!..i wan to live my life with colours,i wan it to be interesting..not like keep helping others to do stuffs which i dont like..TAN YU REN..u r a bastard..u r selfish,u r self centred,u r not fit to be wad u r today..u r just a scumbag who knows nothing!!!..just live under the life of others!!!..ppl used u also dono,how dumb can u be?!!..hopeless..

its not easy to be a nice guy..its not easy to be a samaritian..its not easy to get wad u wan,scolded by parents,even though u have done nothing wrong..i dont like tt..get scolded by *** cos she say she like it..i feel like giving them a slap man..i dont seem to be a good son like other ppl`s son who can get A`s for everything in his life,and everything is im in the wrong..i wan to fight for my life?!..i wan to live with freedom,autonomy..i noe u r my mum,but pls dont restrict me in everything,pls give me encouragement!!..from the day i was born,u have nv give me any encouragement,,not even a "GOOD" word comes out from ur mouth..i keep proving to u,i did it,i dont care wad teacher and relatives praises me,i just wan a word of encouragement from ur mouth!!..is it so difficult!?!?!..even though im right,u will always say im bull shitting,talking nonsense..i noe u dont care how i feel,i noe tt u live in a STRICT family when u r small,but dont ever do tt to me..im not the son who can give u A`S in everything!!!..im human..pls..i need encouragement when i am down..pls dont keep saying "u deserved it(HUO GAI)"..i hate tt word..how i wish sengyong`s mum is my mum,i still remembered u ask me.."y sengyong can get $500 for his scholarship,y u only get $150?.."u noe when i heard this,my heart has broken into million pieces..IM NOT SENGYONG..im not a clever person,im not smart,so pls pls,dont demoralise me anymore..i cant take it!!!!...

SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!..i noe im not a good son..i noe im not filial..I JUST NEED ENCOURAGEMENT!!!!...WHO CAN GIVE ME?!..friends and relative always give me,y not u?!?!..im crying now ok,its been inside my heart for YRS..im not pingliang,he is clever and smart,im not sengyong,he is hardworking and smart,im not junwee,he is smart and lively,im not fengyao,he is mature and steady,im not alex,he is knowlegable,im not junpei,he is steady and clever,im not evelyn,she is mature and smart,im not yunqi,she is clever and mature,im not yuyang,he is famous and good looking,im not minmin,she is smart and lovely,im not jordan,he is independent and way too clever,im not jian cong,he is also clever and smart.....I AM MYSELF!!!!...i need encouragement..just TT SIMPLE??!!..someone..pls tell me wad to do...who understands me??

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