Live your life to the fullest by touching the life of others=)

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Tan Yu Ren A.K.A FUJI A.K.A Xiao Ren A.K.A Raymond Adrian Tan Yu Dren
19
31/3/90

MOTTO: LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY TOUCHING THE LIFE OF OTHERS =)

Maha Bodhi School 1I,2B,3B,4B,5G,6G
Manjusri Secondary School 1I,2I,3I,4I
Temasek Polytechnic
Law and Management
1L03
2L03
3L03
Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra
Manjusri Chinese Orchestra

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

you know, sometimes, I am thinking, whether I should really just give up on pursuing a law diploma. Not because the workload here is really heavier than an adult elephant, its because i strongly feel that i am not into this kind of 'law' staff..

If im not in law, i would not met my wonderful friends here in tp, they are so caring..take for example jean, when she know i have concert, even though she dont like orchestra music, she will talk to me on msn just to tell me to jiayou on my concert..how caring she is huh?..and bell, she never fails to amuse me with her lame face accompanied with logical jokes..LOL..she really looks like aunty i swear..=P..

lijun, never fails to enrich my brain with wonderful sound effect like ' RAHH ', ' TSK', ' ZEhZ', 'POK' and ' grrr'...let me tell you, this is just 3 examples that my friend are so wonderful..my phone will flood with caring msg when i nv go school, my work will always complete by them when i dont know how to do my work....aWw..like mark, sharifah, diyanah, alyssa, sally, june, guoliang, honghui, anne, jerry, taufiq, joyce, islin, emmi and alvan.....they are so wonderful..=)

i seriously think that i should not be in this course, tts not what i want, tts not what i`ve been searching for..whenever i have tons of work pile up infront of me, i will always tell myself to perservere...but the substance in law doesn`t seems to be appealing, but appalling..

No doubt that I enjoy myself here, but what i learn here doesn`t IN PARI MATERIA with what i want..and tts not the RATIO DECEDENDI in my life..

I have once mention this to my father.." dad, I feel that i am not suitable to study law just like those ppl out there" and here my dad goes " NONCHALANTLY" ..tt really infuriates me whenever he does that.. my mum will be there laughing..because they get what they want me to study in, but not what i want that will interest me with..

i do agree with my dad that no doubt law can 'protect' you from getting cheated in society, and that you will know what to do if someone trifled with your dignity or reputation, or someone wants you dead.

restless nights, uncontrollable emotions and lost. This is what im having now..

I know i shouldnt give a vindication in my position, but thats me..

ARGH...im not what i used to be..

I jolly well know that things will change and maybe i will change my perspective in future to come..
so now,lets see what will happen to me after 3 years of grilling and cruxifying..=)

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