Live your life to the fullest by touching the life of others=)

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Tan Yu Ren A.K.A FUJI A.K.A Xiao Ren A.K.A Raymond Adrian Tan Yu Dren
19
31/3/90

MOTTO: LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY TOUCHING THE LIFE OF OTHERS =)

Maha Bodhi School 1I,2B,3B,4B,5G,6G
Manjusri Secondary School 1I,2I,3I,4I
Temasek Polytechnic
Law and Management
1L03
2L03
3L03
Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra
Manjusri Chinese Orchestra

WISHLIST

NO birthday celebration every year

DRIVE

New dizi

world peace

friends to be happy

less performance

a brain

shoe

Money

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

I`ve been trying real hard to control my emotions, control myself not to be PISSED OFF and angry.

Somehow, someone think its funny to piss me off..I don`t think its funny to do something everyone don`t like, eg. think it is very smart and clever not to attend meeting even though IT knew that there`s something very important coming up after the meeting.

I admit that you are very witty, but don`t abuse your strength, I SERIOUSLY HATE IT..Do you think you can do your "witty" stuffs when you bring youself into society?..

Please think twice or thrice before you do anything, I may tolerate it, but others in the society may not think it that way. Im not telling you off and bitching about you, you jolly well know that you pissed me off that day and I gave you hintSSS. My face tells everything, im just too expressive you see..

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE have some time management, and please make sure you don`t promise someone even though you knew that you have something on that day and can`t come for meeting. and YOU, EVEN DARE TO PS ME WITHOUT TELLING ME YOU CAN`T COME, YOU EXPECT ME TO KNOW THE REASON MYSELF FROM OTHERS HUH..

Plus, you don`t produce quality work, you expect everyone to help you edit isit? You send me email in the morning at 2++++++am..you think I don`t need to sleep isit? I waited for you to think that you can send me something more substantial than a paragraph of words, but in the end you just copy and paste that paragraph from elsewhere and expect me to know everything that you copy huh?..You know that we are running out of time and left 12 hours to do it yet you throw everything on me and expect me to know what you are typing?..

NONSENSE..you told me you are going to discuss it with me when you see me in school, but did you appear?..Did you tell me you can`t meet me and dicuss it with me? Everyone says that you are in school, but where you go?..Why you didn`t come and discuss it with me at 1pm and you left me to panick for 2 hours till 3pm when the class starts?..You tell me you are responsible?..YOU EVEN DARE TO BE LATE FOR class for 35 mins and you have the cheek to tell me you will only be late for 15 mins when you know in less than 20 mins, we are going up to present. HOW TO DISCUSS YOU TELL ME..YOU JUST SIMPLY THROW ME TO DIE..

Let me tell you one thing, S. H. A. M. E on you. I can`t believe you are so IRRESPONSIBLE TO OTHERS AND YOUSELF, BY DOING ALL THESE, YOU SIMPLY DON`T DESERVE MY RESPECT. Don`t come near me and treat me as if im your brother..Don`t use your tatic on me, im not girls..

Please don`t act as if you are so knowledgable but in actual fact you are just blabbering nonsense. I SHALL REPEAT IT JUST IN CASE YOU DON`T UNDERSTAND my POOR COMMAND OF ENGLISH..

YOU ARE JUST GIVING US NONSENSE....NONSENSE....NONSENSE.

Allow me to speak honestly about how I think about you..You only know how to talk, but don`t know how to do. You only know how to suck up, but you don`t know how to communicate with others. You only know how to act smart but in actual fact, you don`t know how to be smart. You know how to blame people, but you don`t know why people blame you. You only know how to call people 2am in the morning to ask what time is the lecture, but you don`t know your friends are humans and we need sleep. You only know how to ask people to give you answers and help you print lecture notes, but you don`t know all of us hate to help you do it. You know how to call people when you need them, but you don` know when people know that its you who called, they don`t want to pick up your phone....there`s more but i think im wasting my energy to type all these words.

Does it rings a bell why you always cant reach us when you called?!?!?..Do you understand why people hate to talk to you? If you want to know the reason youself, please feel free to call anyone and ask them ( OPPS..I FORGOT WE DON`T PICK UP YOUR CALL)..Nevermind, just grab one of your friends and ask them how they feel about you, they may be reluctant to tell you, but trust me, you don`t want to hear the worst.

One more thing, please don`t talk to me, you will get the hard facts from me..

If god manage to read this post, im sure he will burn the pathway for me to go heaven, but im willing to sacrifice it..TO HELL WITH YOU.=)

Note to myself: "omg omg omg..im so so so dead..I feel damn bad to say all these. This post shall be the last post that mention about you...please god, help me to control my emotions..

Labels: god damn it. SHAME ON YOU.

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