Live your life to the fullest by touching the life of others=)

PROFILE

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Tan Yu Ren A.K.A FUJI A.K.A Xiao Ren A.K.A Raymond Adrian Tan Yu Dren
19
31/3/90

MOTTO: LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY TOUCHING THE LIFE OF OTHERS =)

Maha Bodhi School 1I,2B,3B,4B,5G,6G
Manjusri Secondary School 1I,2I,3I,4I
Temasek Polytechnic
Law and Management
1L03
2L03
3L03
Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra
Manjusri Chinese Orchestra

WISHLIST

NO birthday celebration every year

DRIVE

New dizi

world peace

friends to be happy

less performance

a brain

shoe

Money

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Yes, Its holiday!

Which means, I get to sleep longer!

Anyways, something just happened recently, which makes me revaluate my purpose of being there.

To a certain extent, it does not pay to be kind to others. Especially when you do it voluntarily and people can come to your face and somewhat says that you are irresponsible.

Im just a bit skeptical here.

I have my life..I have things to do, I don`t live my life just to make sure your job is done.

Im just disappointed in myself, why do I accept this in the first place?

I know, you need to do your job, but please be a bit more understanding. I only have 2 hands, I run up and down every week, just to make sure everyone gets what they want. What do you all treat me as?

I don`t see myself as irresposible, if thats the case, why would I bother to run errands and come every week? We have different position and point of view, if you want to make sure things are done, don`t come and give me pressure every week.

I just want to live my life in a very simple manner, I don`t want fame and your recognition.

I do it because I believe in passion, so what am I suppose to do if you think that im irresponsible? cry? laugh? or simply emoing in one corner?

I don`t do things when I don`t like it, but sometimes humans need to do it for the sake of other things.

I can choose not to do it, considering the fact that there are so many capable human beings around you, Im not oblige to do it.

I know the fact that you are a very reasonable man, so maybe this time round you missed out something and that caused you to make a wrong decision.

You should know that why am I always the one running up and down, and I know you are very kind person. You have the same purpose in mind as me, so when you want to say something, revise that purpose and talk.

You know my position, you know that it is tough and you are helpful enough to appoint 3 people to do it together, but please know the fact that for the past few weeks, I am the only one who do things with you, just because I did not come for that week because I have mid sem test, that does not mean that im irresponsible.

In addition, I don`t know that my partner is hospitalized, I don`t know the reason why he did not come, please seek for the facts before calling me.

Im willing to continue to help because everyone have the same purpose, you should know that everyone is doing it voluntarily, they do it for the passion.

Don`t come and bluntly question my responsibility when you have not got the facts right yet.

I am truly sorry if you think that I did not do my job well, and I apologise for that.

You are one reasonable man, kind, have leadership qualities and considerate. Please reconsider the facts again before you say something in the future.

If only humans can be a bit more considerate..

Thank you

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