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PROFILE

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Tan Yu Ren A.K.A FUJI A.K.A Xiao Ren A.K.A Raymond Adrian Tan Yu Dren
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MOTTO: LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY TOUCHING THE LIFE OF OTHERS =)

Maha Bodhi School 1I,2B,3B,4B,5G,6G
Manjusri Secondary School 1I,2I,3I,4I
Temasek Polytechnic
Law and Management
1L03
2L03
3L03
Echoes Of The Valley Chinese Orchestra
Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra
Manjusri Chinese Orchestra
WISHLIST

NO birthday celebration every year

DRIVE

New dizi

world peace

friends to be happy

less performance

a brain

shoe

Money

WORDS



ESCAPE

anna
ADELINE=)
Alvin.L

belinda(mf)
benjamin(1f)
BERNADETTE =DDD

aunty CHAI XIA!!
CRYSTAL
cHrIsTiNe
cheryl
chuchin
connie
chujun
constance=)

dumpei=D

Echoes of The Valley=)))
evelyn=D
esther
edwin
ENG
Erika

fengyao=D

garie
graceTAN(DANCE)

hangqi
huijia=)
Huiru

joey
joan
junwei
jocelyn
jiaqi
jiancong=D
junlin
Joyce
Jerald
jianzong
Julie

Kimberly(1E 2007)
karyl(zhaojie)
kokwei

leelin
larry
luvina

min
mjr-sac
minhui=)))))))))
mingfei
meiqi
meizhi
mojojojo
Mr Naufal
Mr Gui=)
meihong
ming cong

philson
pakling
Pamela
peijin

qinci..lol..

REX=)
Rainer=)
ruixiang
RayMOND
Raymond (junior)

Sheng Long
sokkie
sasa
seryang(VS)
silin
singkiat

tohwee
Tingquan
Tina
Tracy
Tiong Jun

alyssa=)
Diyanah=)
Sharifah=)
Sally=)
emmi=)
Mark=)
xiingyii=)
jean=)
jerry=)
Islin=)
Joyce=)
Lijun=)
Bell=)
Manisha=)
john
crystal
clement
sharon
tootz
wanting
wanLing
Lih Yee
TRISH
Miao Ru
Li Wen
Pauline
Wen Hui
TP Chinese Orchestra
Daniel

vanessa

weikai
wenbin=)|
winnie
wenkai

xiumei
xiangrong
ken

yunqi=)
yanjun
YU ning(1F)
YUE ning(1F)
yu sen
yunfang
yuntong
Yuyang

zhiyang
Zheng Jie
Zhao hong
zijie
1F 2007 class blog
class 4I

friend
friend

CREDITS

Design & Picture by Jane
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MUSIC


songs=)songs=)


Friday, January 29, 2010

For once, I felt so helpless and mentally drained.

Where have my power of "Happy Go Lucky" gone to?

I've been sighing too much lately, mostly for the projects.





I've been worrying too much lately, mostly for CO.

To some of you, you might think that I am wasting my time in playing music, but what gives me the courage and strength to go on, is music.

You can't possibly ask me to give up on my strength and courage right?

Strength and Weakness; a line of difference.




3 years of poly life, graduating soon. Thinking of that makes me really happy.

3 years ago, I give myself a chance to be in this course. I told myself to try out the possibilities, to try out something new.

3 years after, I know my strength and weakness.

I don't regret coming to this course because it shows me a clearer direction to my future.

I regret coming to this course because I don't like the deadlines and judgement from others.






So what I don't score well? So what I did well as an intern in the law firm? For that split seconds after internship, I'm attracted to law.

But now, what irritates me are the irritating deadlines and the cold blooded eyes from the tutors.

For that, I thank them showing me what I like the most.

For that, I thank them showing me the cruelity of the society.

For that, I thank them for the care and concern.





How I wish and sincerely hope I have the power to switch the roles between teachers and students.

For that thought, I am selfish.

For that thought, I wish they could understand us more.

For that thought, I wish they can break the defensive wall between them and us.

For that thought, I wish they can stop acting like they are the saint.

For all the thoughts above, I apologise.





I swear, if I have the chance to be a teacher, I will try my best not to be like what I hated them to be like.

Enough of the facade and 'saintness'.


For once, I am HELPLESS.


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